One moment

Monday.

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A special thanks to the EA team for teaching me the strobing technique, i love it. hehe. now i gotta get myself a speed lite. lol.

p/s: sorry for some of the blurry images, im still learning. hee

E-Card Raya

Deeply in Love

Updated

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Nothing much.

hey

it's been a while I havent type anything on this page. well...

ANYTHING

There u go. LOL. just kidding.

How are u guys? I'm doing just okay, I dont want to spill up the rest. What have I been doing lately? Hmmph.. ok, since I got my d80, I kept on going out, trying out this gadget, learning the best of it, trying the tips and lessons taught by Zye and some others that I know (Thanks zye! hehe).

Im still figuring out on the lighting part, right angle and stuff. I asked few people to teach me, but surprisingly, some of them, the one I reckon NICE, are wayyyy to stingy. hehe. Wow. Talkin about real life.

Raya's coming up very soon. and gez what. I havent even packed any kain for raya, hahaha. Well, I dont think I'm going to, I'm just gona stick to the old baju raya I had, besides, we only have 2 days raya holiday. Siuk KAN???

So far, there's not much to update on the p2f thingy. We just finished our photoshoot the other day ago, we're gona have our signing contract ceremony pretty soon. and Sungkai-ing together. hehehe. Looking forward for that.

Great. i dont have the right outfit for that event. Haha.

Bah.. I gotta rest. C u when I cu.

Salam.

*p/s: loving you.*

Color Unnamed

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Sungkai-ing At Jerudong

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Random

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Sunday Photoshoot

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Aziz Flying Off

14/09/2008 - Aziz, one of our best buddies was sent off to UK to further his studies, I can't remember what he's taking there. But anyways, dude, take care there, study hard yea.

Anyways, i took some pictures, LOL, sorry for some blurry images, I'm still new using this gadget. I'll learn more. Ryt Zulaz? hehe. 

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Testing-Testing.

Hey guys, I'm testing my d80, so output awal2 memang nda hebat lah, so if you know how to improve it, do teach me ok. ill appreciate that very much.

Salam.

p/s: silent

Derob

Hey

Sorry for the MIA. Anyways, i'm quite thankful to my ex cst23 mates for giving the surprise last monday, i didnt really expect that. I love you guys so much. Thanks for those who had planned this earlier. I took some photos, but i'll post it soon. heheh. I just havent got the time to upload it to my laptop.

I went to Tutong the other day, to check out for Nikon d80, yeaa, I know, some of you might asked, "Why not d700? or d300? or Canon?" Well, I know those are better, but I've been dreaming for this gadget since ever I learnt how to use it. Hehe. I think i skipped the lines there, yea, i bought my self a nikon d80, hehe, thanks to all of the savings. It's quite reasonnable there, the price i mean, plus the customer service is excellent, you wont feel betrayed or left behind when you enter this shop. Han is the owner, he'll teach you how to use it and tells you great tips on do's and dont's. Thanks Han. I'll get something else soon. hehehe.

So, i am quite excited with the new gadget, also thanks to my supervisor, Cigu Zamain, hehe, for teaching me some lil bit about the gadget. I'll have to work hard now to learn how to manage all of those stuff and make it a habit of my own. Ayayay~ hahaha. It aint easy, but it's worth it.

Last nyt I went out to do a lil work, it's been a while I havent seen my manager, I was on the mic till 11 pm, tired but fun. Tired coz i had to stand for about 2 hours, lol. Fun, coz it's.. FUN! hahaha.

Asde went to my place last nite, poor him, he was a bit tired and not feeling really good, we were talking about things. LOL. We had a good laugh.

Anyway, I have to go now. hahaha. Buring ku. Love ya. LOL.

*p/s: Love u.*

i love this

Birthday Celebrants

Happy birthday to Mizan and Feez Madea! hehe, wish the both of you the best of luck in life, success always in your career and think positive always! to feez.. hehe..sorry ling, i took your one of facebook photo, :P. Jangan mare.. hehehe.. Happy birthday again!

my birthday

Hey..

THANK YOU TO ALL WHO GREETED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY. I am really2 touched with it, thanks for the support jua, without u guys, i wouldn't learn anything. Thanks to all yang awal2 greet and till today!! haha. ada maseh. Thank you.

Anyhow, yesterday was actually fun. I went out with two of my cuz, Asde and Mizzie (both very hot people~), for a photoshoot. hehe. cam basar brabis bunyinya camera ku ah, haha, dahal digicam jua ganya tu. Anyhow, I spent my birthday patang atu, baibun sama dorang, nda dapat makan, but at least kami siuk2 begambar. kali, pastu, I told Mizzie that aku sungkai di rumah, sal my family celebrate birthday ku. She said that ia kan surprise aku, haha, but i gez inda jadi, sal yea, hehe. Asde greeted me in the car, haha, sian ku eh, salah2 ya, inda ingat birthday ku. nda apalah, at least ia ingat last2nya. :P Di rumah my family bought an oreo cheesecake jua, yummy! mama gave me the perfume yang dulu, way back before, aku mau bali, cam, i still remember aku kumpul duit to buy that, tapi inda kesampaian, sal i needed to pay for my school's necessities. haha, i cant believe mama ingat maseh apa yang ku mau atu. :( i love you ma!. I love you pa! I love all of my family!

Then, after celebrate di rumah, Ucop and Gyrawr, bawa makan di luar, Uchy came along too. I know~ after sungkai.. makan lagi.. haha. baik jua banyak space wah. :P. So I went to Ahan Thai, menunggu tah ku ni di keta, hoping that they wud text me up, if dorang ON THE WAY, haha, kali, 40 mins later.. dorang text aku on msn.."Yat.. kami di ahan thai dah." hahahah. cam.. WHAT?? hahaha. inda apa, hahah, lanja pnya pasal, kita terus kan ja. hahaha.

Kali, Uchy came about 9 or so, we chit chat sana, makan, i ordered Roti John Chicken..nyaman.. hehe. In the middle of kami ceta2 ani, si Ucop went to the back, I thot ke jamban, which I didnt bother at first, sekalinya, udahnya duduk, about a minute or two, ia nyanyi happy birthday. haha, gyrawr sang along and so did Uchy. Sekali, the workers sana, bawa cake, Oreo Cheesecake, haha, just like what I was dreaming of to have (Awww~). Yang mahalnya, one of them, cam jadi leadsinger, haha, senyum2 ku meliat. Tekenang daku ketika.. hehe..nevermind..

So we took pictures, hahaha, punya lah batah menunggu cake atu kana potong, hahah, masing2 iski menggambar, si cup tu iski ah, hahaha, si chy cam, double iski, hahaha. Si gyrawr, cam, inda pandai beranti ketawa. hahaha, wat a day, i love that moment. Thank you to Ucop, Gyrawr, Uchy and Syaza for the cake. hehehe. Altho Syaza, physically tiada di sana, tapi dengan adanya teknologi, hahaa, she was considered di sana jua. hehehe.

So, below are the photos yang dorg ucop ambil masa birthday ku. hehe. Note to you readers.. it's oreo cheesecake...TWICE~! HAHA. ONE FROM FAMILY AND ONE FROM MY FRIENDS! :p

So anyhow, once again, I would like to say Thank you to all yang greet aku, Aku 22 udah ni, hehe, double 2 yo, cam.. tua skit.. tapi tetap cute~! hahaha. mun nda, nda si mus tepikat kan jubur ku! hahaha. nada dih. god. kuning - kuning! hahaha.

Back at home, I chatted with someone, hehe, ia celebrate birthday ku sana, aww~ sweet. Thanks to you, you know who you are. Love you so much. :)

Bah, guys, thanks ah for everything, i love you soooo much!

Kamu yang mana satu?

Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.

Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.

Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

When You're Bored and Got Nothing To Do

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Hehehe... kepada gadis-gadis(gadis ke mak gadis?) di atas, jangan marah. hehe. If you can't afford make up, hehe, photoshop pun jadi la. huhuhu.

PISSED

hey..

I have to say this now, I am very annoyed(yet still am) with some of the workers in Giordano (There i said it, to the manager, if you happen to read this, you should teach your worker some manner lesson!). I was at Qlap just now, accompanying my cousin to survey for outfits. I told him that Giordano is the best place, cheap but good quality(PROMOTING! YOU'RE WELCOME!). When I entered the shop, I stumbled at this jeans jacket, I find it very hot. So I went to the back and look for it. Walaah! I found it. Anxious to know if they have my size, I waved at this worker, a guy, to ask for help. He stared at me, I thought he was coming to me, but instead, he talked and joked around with his co-workers, I looked at him again and waved, hoping to get a help with the size, AGAIN, he talked and joked around with them. I got annoyed, I looked at them, the lady wearing black, im not sure if she works there, if she does, she should go straight to me, rather than watching me waved, hoping for someone to come(but not!), she signalled her friend, and asking them to help me, if she works there, why can't she give any help??? mean while, her friend was staring at her, being clueless, of what to do, she stared at me and came to me when i waved, pheewww?? NO! I'm still pissed at that guy. THAT GUY~! He was like that when I bought my outfit there way back before, he stared at me, as if I was a joke to him. I didnt bother that time, but this time, oh yeah, I'm pissed!!

Dude - if you can't speak in english, then speak in malay, or vice versa, I'm not to picky about it. Remember, no matter how much you talk about how annoying and bad some of your customers are, they're still the customer, they pay, and with that cash, it contributes to your salary. Be nice to the customer, especially when your job is to see them all day, approach and assist them wisely. Your smile and your good manner, contributes to a high point to your job, plus, it makes the customer feels good, happy and satisfied and would recommend your place to their friends or family.but if you are being the opposite, then, there is no point for you to start up a business, if you fail the part on HOW TO SATISFY YOUR CUSTOMER. If you feel like you don't want to talk much to the customer, then quit - just sit at home and watch tv. So if you dont want, id recommend you to start changing your attitude, stop talking and fooling around so much, when you work, especially in a shop, customer comes first. If you want to talk and fool around with your co-workers, go somewhere else, dont do it in the shop, you can, but not all the time. We pay for your product and service, we don't pay for you to fool around with your friend.

Salam.

Salam

Hey..

I dont feel like counting down, it's close, but I just dont feel like counting it down. hehe. I'm just afraid i'll be over expecting something fun and exciting, but in the end, it could be not.

Oh.. just forget about it for now. hehe. 

Let's talk about love. I find it hard for us to define what love is. Love is easy to say if you're not thinking about the burdens and not seeing the world entirely. That's just the sparkle of love that's working on you, making you feel like you're on top of the world, floating and tickles you everytime you think of it. When burdens and boundaries are nothing to you, then, you're brave enough to hold your love, but how long will it stay? 

When you're not in a relationship anymore, it doesn't mean you're useless and should erase your ex's from your life. Why not start off a new life and take them as best buddies. I know this is like.."WTH? Is he serious? Or is he out of his mind??" well, you never know. Why do we have to do that? To throw away your stress and feelings? Well, what if that happens to you and a member of your family? Are you going to throw them away from your life although you know the fact that he or she is from your own blood? who's not thinking wise now? 

I think that would be a better way to keep you close with the people around you, that will make them still think that you're the sweet person they knew before. Don't you want that? People to honor you till the day you die? 

Anyways, love is undefinable(i dont know if it's a word or not), the meaning of it would mean yourself being involve in the bumpy journey of getting one and other's feeling and trust, holding it together, seeding it into your soul and growing it wise. You can be old yet still romantic and deeply in love. That's how love is. A mystery and a miracle.

So people, I'm off to do some work now. C ya. Salam.

*p/s: am i in it?*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAIM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZAIM! HEHEHE. HIS WHAT NOW?? 21? 22? WELL..WHATEVER YOUR AGE IS NOW, WHAT'S IMPORTANT IS THAT MAY EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO, WILL FLOW SUCCESSFULLY, MOGA PANJANG UMUR DAN DI MURAHKAN REZEKI. HEHE. ADANG2 MEMAJAK KARAOKE SI UMMIE AH, HAHAHA, BILA TAH KU KAN MENYANYI TU NAH? HAHAHA. :p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UCOP AND UCAI'S SISTER.. also.. GYRAWR AND SYAZA'S SISTER IN LAW(SOON TO BE..hehe)..a.k.a DEWI.. or WEWEH as they call it.. hehehe.. Happy Birthday to you..May god bless you and your family with prosperity.

Amin...

BADGE BARU

Salam

Hey guys, i've changed my badge, i find the old one very dull and not that clear, plus too fancy and all. So, i've made a new one, simple, not much of color and all, just as it is, if you have copied my badge to your blog space, do re-copy that coding again and re-paste it over the previous codings you've pasted on your blog space. 

Thanks people, hehe.

Oh yea. btw, during the Ramadhan, we only work till 2 pm, I came at around 8, everybody seemed happy. We had a little ceremony in the morning, Ustaz gave some talk about Ramadhan, I found it quite interesting and he was joking all the way through. Then, we went back to our office and did some work. At around 12 pm, we did solat zohor berjemaah. 

At 2, I went straight home, and got online for a while to check my mails and everything. Had my rest at 4. Oh yea, we had kambing again for sungkai today, I couldn't resist that, along with Kebabs as the side dish. At 7, Asde picked me up to do solat terawih. 

Back home at around 8 pm, got online and chatted with Jeebz. hahaha. I miss her a lot. Chatted with D, hehe, Sorry yea for the short MIA. :P

Oh yea, I know some guys might say .. APA EH LAKI2 BAKE CAKES..well, I dont give a damn. So? This year, I'm planning to make the oreo cheesecake, I want to try something new, hehe, probably I could make my own birthday cake(SAD LIFE~ haha). I told my ma about that, she just simply said.."Buat tah." hahaha. simple huh?

Ayt, I don't think there's anything else to talk about, erm...Allowance? I heard that some of my friends have just received theirs today, well we're still waiting for ours, probably tomorrow or soon. To those who just had theirs, hehe, SAVE UP(I could use this message to my self too. LOL). Raya's coming, I haven't bought any kain for my cara melayu. I'm thinking of a different style this year, well, I hope sampat lah. hehe. 

Wow. I thot I didn't have anything else to said, haha, but indeed, I did. Ok, it's enough for me, I gotta sleep now. 

Salam.

*p/s: what's for sahur ah?*

Random

Salam

I woke up a bit late today. Did my laundry and trus online memanjang tadi. My family tadi went out bawa anak-anak buah jalan2, paling cute si hafiz, haha, tadi masa sahur, ia yang makan banyak, but awal2 pagi tadi, ia tah yang paling awal minta makanan. hahaha. Anak-anak, catulah dorang, hehehe. cute.

I was doing my blog tadi, tapi only add up few people and created my own badge. Tadi Asde picked me up and we went terawih together. lol. long story. inda payah di cetakan.

How was your Puasa today?

Ehe.

*p/s:beguruh di luar ah. pisan eh**no picking your nose tomoro morning ayt? hehe*

Happy Belated Bapa, Hafiz and Ifa. Love you.

Happy Belated Birthday To Hafiz and Ifa.

That is Ifa.

This is Hafiz(sorry for the poor image)

Cuz TeeQa

Cuz TeeQa, Cuz Amal and Their mother.

Happy Belated 55th Birthday Pa! I love you.

Bapa eating his first slice of cake. hehe. that's my dad.

Not forgetting my mommy. hehehe. sweet~

Din.. you're blowing the wrong way. No wonder ia hairan liat yang lain. "Napa inda mau bebunyi ku tiup2 ani ah??"