Thursday, May 15, 2008

Sad sad ending.

Gosh.. So much things to say in so little time.

The studio im currently is closed - confirmed. I went there about a week ago, to my surprise, everything was held up, with prices tagged on it. On my way to the recording room, I started to recall back all of the memories I had in that studio, how we did a practise together, how we all had fun in that particular place, how I used to help humming some melodies for them.

As I entered that room, I sat down on the couch and asked for the minus ones. The manager was also busy at the same time, talking to one of his co-worker, doing some installations. The co-worker then popped up the topic of the manager's leaving Brunei. I did not want to hear it, but I couldn't do anything, moving out from that room would be an obvious step telling them how much I dont want to know about that.

I sat down and forced my self to listen to the whole conversation, keeping that fake smile on my face. Them talking about that, brought me some more memories about the studio, I stared at the ceiling and tried to close my eyes. I knew if I dont keep my head away from that conversation, I would burst to tears.

Why am I so sad about it? well, the first thing is, just like I've mentioned, it's a sad sad thing to remember back all of those memories you had in that studio, those are very priceless, and just couldnt be switched with something else. Second, what happen to the future you're building in that place? does this mean, it goes down to the drain or you just have to wait for years to come just to make your future a reality?

Sad..very sad.. it would be nice to have a formal ending, people would appreciate that, I know I would.